♥Friday, May 29, 2009

Yesterday met jie and uncle at plaza singapura...we agreed to meet at 6pm de la but i reached there early so message jie and uncle then jie need go hand in assignment but she remember the wrong deadline so reach there the general office was closed then the staff all in meeting so she waited there for one hour plus to hand in her assignment lo hahas then uncle was still at home then we made him rushed down =x he reached earlier than jie about 5+ then we wait awhile jiu go buy tickets first then had dinner while waiting for jiejie but she still havent ok ma so we went to play arcade after that...jiejie reach about 7+ LOL=x then we went in for the movie liaos...uncle want jio jiejie to drink de lor dont want bring me go =x then after the movies he went to meet his friends instead pangseh me and jie=x then me and jie walked to the bus stops and bus-ed home =D the terminator salvation not very nice luh...action packed but not very interesting i saw the ending i went =.= still got continue ar? x.x its like the war is never ending lor...zzz...jiejie birthday coming lo...less than one month lol...thens today met one da jie jie at library she asked me help her do license LOL! then she at there playing maple lols then then we exchange number so that she can contact me when she need help for her license =.=ll her maple like quite pro lor...the hits are like 3000+++ de she even tell me if got go down the library can message her or what she can come down LOL! funny la dey...and today i want buy ice cream eat from the auntie outside the library de lor but when i went to buy the auntie go liaos...then i thought i can find the uncle on the way always there de...suay suay today he not there selling =.=lll in the end i just buy bubbletea drink xD very long never drink liaos hahas=x

♥Tuesday, May 26, 2009

GAH...what the hell is wrong sia? tomorrow need show teacher the progress of my ECSD assignment =.=ll even after having stopped listening to simple plan songs, i still think that their lyrics fits my live perfectly, isit because my life havent changed since then or what? or isit my thinking? i really need a good lesson about life sia...Go chat with kuma..he can probably provide me with all the answers i need =x (: hopefully

♥Sunday, May 24, 2009

Now at cck de cc de mac LOL=x thats what i said to bear too=x then he was like Huh?Cyber cafe? de mac? then i was like LOL =x anyways now with jie here STUDYING! Though she's the only one doing that =x she's got her assignment to do=x last minute chiong chiong chiong~ wonder when kenzo going to do the investigation =x tomorrow lesson Going to be so sian~ have to act act in front of teacher again =.=ll dont know if they will go to class ma if they arent present = me being even more sian!! Interesting stuff~~ lalala~ need to buy acash soon=x having wedding SOON! but dont know timing can match anot =x heh~~ im getting high over nothing~ =.=lll lame si...

Labels: Lalala~

♥Friday, May 22, 2009

Just reached home not long ago...this afternoon went out with sotong who pangseh-ed me >.> then jie came to find me after she knocked off(: "forced" me to a movie though =x hahas then we went up to PS to see the timings but then we wanted to watch ramen girl and it wasnt showed there then jie suggested going down to the cathay nearby and it was still the same =.=lll so we decided to watch night at the musuem 2 then the cathay one only left seats in the front which was like zzz one...then we went down to cck to watch the 730pm one=x the movie finished about 9+ then i took the mrt home...talked about alot of stuffs luh...thanks to jie xD heng she came down to find me or else i will left alone to go home LOL=x and the movie really nice...its like the whole theatre audience were laughing all together really nice lo (:

PS: Jie thanks uh<3

PS: I'm trying to gain your trust and understanding uh...hope i'm doing things the right way the way you want it...cause i really want to do something right and get the life that i want...

Labels: Movie~ (:

♥Wednesday, May 20, 2009

This post is for tomorrow one lol=x just finished the presentation slides for tomorrow...then is the "big day" after that maybe can slack abit more ba...might be going out with sotong on friday then maybe go find her "blow wind"...was thinking about this question which came to me suddenly....How many parts of us can be taken away until what's left is just an empty shell? was really surprised today to know why gf broke with terence =.= 9 months siol...i want also dont have =x at least she found someone better ba(: eh gf...dont be affected by what your sisters say uh...i'm sure its the right thing i dont think you will be affected that easily la=x meanwhile just take care uh...can always call or message me one=x =D and then her...hope she wont get the other party to be confused also because her thoughts are contradicting =.=lll scary yo...but i'm sure he's not the right one =.=lll went back to play audi today(: bought a new shirt and the standard diary hahas...but the diary uh...limit the number of words again =.=ll and its so little la...barely enough to write something proper =x wonder why they dont want let the array be bigger...=x aih....better go sleep early...have to iron the clothes tomorrow morning =x

Labels: How many parts can be taken away to leave an empty shell?

Ne...so many things i want to know, so many things i want to learn about..does anybody know?anybody gonna teach me?really dont understand how things work...dont know how this world work...dont know what we really live for...things that are thought to be are not...things not thought to be are...sian....think until head break also no answer...almost lost my sleep last night...guess somethings are just not worth the effort to do so much ba...its just another cycle...

Labels: wakaranai...tasukete

♥Tuesday, May 19, 2009

This morning got my laptop fixed which is like finally la =x then went for the "interview" the lecturer asked 4 or 5 questions nia la =.=lll tomorrow staying back in school to do the presentation slides for thursday then is presentation again >.> hate that...one of the group mate actually thought i was angry lo =.=lll i guessed i looked too serious le ba =x

♥Monday, May 18, 2009

YEA~~~tomorrow no ECSD can stay at home=.= but there's nothing good about that luh...i will just be rotting at home anyways unless someone is willing to accompany me in the morning =.=ll but i dont think anyone is free enough to do that...this morning just sent alot of smses out BUT nobody reply me sia >.> sad leh...=.= this morning mummy still saved me luh xD later gt SWEN written test >.> never study xD cause i dont know how =.=ll tomorrow got SWEN interview alone!! with the lecturer >.> so scary can...then i need do presentation slides tonight and finish it by wednesday or maybe thursday morning latest x.x but i dont think i need that long unless i'm playing or not at home=x go home must remember to reply the email to fujitsu my serial number so that they can help me but they took so long to reply luh..probably because its over the weekends they never work ba... ._.

i'm screaming inside but nothing comes out...can anyone hear or see?

Labels: Muted

♥Saturday, May 16, 2009

Yesterday night tio nag by him again >.> already did my best le luh...but he still nag >.> never mind =.= then he still want punish me by not giving me allowance when my allowance is already very pathetic liao RAWR! then only manage to send tang jie my listings for SIP last night around 12+ cause i forgot if its me who gave the wrong address or dad hear wrongly =.= But i didnt want to find her for help in the first place one...he insisted himself >.> people already so busy with their work then he still want ask her to help when i already decided which companies to apply for >.> dont know if she read the email last night anot cause it was finally successfully sent out =.=lll later going to write an email to fujitsu then ask them to help me fix my laptop ASAP cant survive without it you know =.=

Labels: Hitori ni shinai de...

♥Thursday, May 14, 2009

monday got temperature taking again =.=ll got a whole day packed = 2 times >.> troublesome...then need submit the form for the SIP attachment and then study for SWEN written test and finish up the assignment 1 SRS report...tomorrow need start wrapping things up abit...maybe go enrol the driving lessons tomorrow then can plan how i am going to finish it ASAP before the attachment starts if possible =x dont know if can meet rong shan they all tomorrow for dinner cause of the stupid timings =.= if meet up only me, rong shan, hui ling and probably rosalind...x.x my laptop "......................................" =.= think that should be all ba...faster go do SWEN report le...ja ne~

Labels: honki ni, mou nigenarenai

♥Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Not going to meet jie after school liao cause she need to meet her sister to discuss something x.x so i guess i will be going home after returning the book then watch nabari then wait for the engineer to come >.> need choose the company that i want go to for attachment =.=lll maybe will choose the national heritage board one looks interesting xD but still another 2 more just in case and this attachment really looks like a bad timing lor...i going to go for classes one leh @.@ now need see how le...=.= and yesterday was grandaunt's anniversary dont know if my parents really got go anot =.=lll cause they were home early...


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the engineer not coming liao >.> they say dont have motherboard cannot help me yet...cheebai >.> I NEED MY LAPTOP LUH!!!!

♥Tuesday, May 12, 2009

tomorrow going to have lunch with jie after school xD then make my way to the library to return my book..its due tomorrow =.= yesterday mei feng ah yi came to lend us the "Bolt" dvd lols...and the engineer is coming down again tomorrow to fix my laptop =.=lll shimata...now then remember need do finish lab 8 for ECSD ._.


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Didnt do my lab 8 =x lazy~ and im sleepy already @.@ my restaurant finally 20 le la but next level need wait until 10200 *faints* Embedded the opening song of Kuroshitsuji(Black Butler) Monochrome no Kiss (: finally decide to put this hahas...here are the lyrics xD


Romanji
Deai ni iro wa nakute
Monokuru fukinukeru
Itami goto kimi yudanemashou

Kizu ato tsuyoku nazoru
Yousha nai aki ga kite
Suzushii yubi temaneku mama ni

Toketa ato no yukkai na
Koori mitai na watashi wo
Yasashiku sukutte
Uwaku chibiru de asobu

Sore demo hitotsu no ai no katachi wo sagasu
Tooku yori mo ima wo musunda kareta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Futari de himeta awai hada tsuki mo kakureteru

Are kara ikura ka
Yoru suki ni mo narimashita
Ison no umi iki mo wasurete

Muchuu no sono temae de
Nama nurusa dake wo nokoshite
Hiki kiwa no bigaku tokuige na kisu kirau

Hitori ni shinai de mou sasshite ayamete
Dono kotoba mo kimi no heya de wa surinukete iku no
Midarete nemutte sore ijyou wo oshiete?
Egao no toi ni mayou toiki tsuki dake ga miteru

Tsugi no nagai hari ga
Tenjyou ni todoku koro ni wa
Kimi wa mou inai
Watashi wa mou iranai

Sore de mo tashika ni ai no katachi wo sagashita
Tooku yori mo ima wo musunda nureta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Sono negai wa yoru wa munashiku
Asa wo tsurete kuru

Yasashikute atsukute hikyou na kissu de

Ayatte yo saigo no yoru tsuki ga terashiteru

English Translation
The monochrome blows through our colorless encounter.
I shall entrust each of my pains to you

The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces my scars, comes
While your cool fingers still beckon me

After I'd melted, you tenderly save
The troublesome, icy me and and toy around with me with a kiss

Nevertheless, I search for a single form of love
Your dried eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Together, we concealed our pale selves; the moon is hiding, too

How many nights did I come to love since then?
In the sea of dependence, I forget to even breathe

Even with your captivation, you only leave behind a tepid warmth
In the art of knowing when to quit, I dislike your conceited kisses

Don't leave me alone, perceive and color me already
What words will slip out of your room?
Being confused, falling asleep- Will you tell me about things beyond those?
Only the moon is looking at the sighs lost in the questions of smiles

When the next long needle points to the ceiling
You won't be around anymore; I won't need you anymore

Nevertheless, I definitely searched for a form of love
Your teary eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Your wish and the night bring morning along in vain

Paint it with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss

The moon illuminates our final night

Labels: dead..Forget her baka ._.

♥Monday, May 11, 2009

Overslept today....dad sent me to school =.= with constant nagging the moment he woke up...saw me sitting there having my breakfast slowly =.=lll from that time on...he nagged non-stop all the way until i reach school ._. sianz....having classes back again =.= wonder what jie and baga agreed on until so serious wont even tell me...kept pestering jie to tell me=x she just said if she tell me le i have to do it how? got so serious ma? =.=lll now waiting for her reply @.@ later the SWEN dont know how sia...lols...secondary school and primary school kids so good got holiday =.= my restaurant city dang slow leh...until now haven level yet =.=lll

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my laptop died on me now =.= no matter how many times i boot up also no use >.> fucking irritated ._. hate school sia!!!! RAWR~ meeting di on friday for lunch at northpoint (: have to find a day out for sotong =.= and suddenly thought of gf sia...@.@ dont know why...but it kind of linked my mind to her again =.=lll sianz...boring life~ but daijiobu~ i going to go for the driving lessons ASAP! But not sure if i should attend classes at ang mo kio or ubi leh...anybody can help? ._.lll oh ya...i also changed my ezlink again xD the texture dang weird...and its thinner than the old one...actually want change it on wednesday or what but met rong shan at ITAS then went together lo...then after that during class a group mate of mine passed me a book to help see if its useful or not then i flipped to a page got the checkout receipt of rong shan sia...LOLLOLLOL...i stunned there then the groupmate asked me what happen then i say thats my friend's name lols....

Labels: Slow~~~

♥Sunday, May 10, 2009

Back to school tomorrow =.= sianz...lesson probably till 5 or 6 pm cause got project specification release part 2 of the first assignment =.= need to return the book i borrowed soon but dont know if i still need to use it anot...tomorrow see how ba...will jie be back tomorrow? i'm so bored during breaks though its only one hour but its hard to pass the time when you have nothing to do you know? ._. i'm going to take my driving lessons soon liao ^^ finally~ hope i can manage it ba =x (:
Removed my music list liao >.> some of the songs really dont want to hear anymore...not ever again...unless miracles do happen >.>

Labels: Finally~ driving lessons(:

♥Saturday, May 9, 2009

Didnt manage to meet jesslynn yesterday cause she had to OT lols...so i guess it will be another day then...laptop's back but still got problems =.= the engineer came yesterday night also...change my motherboard again but it aint helping ._.lll dont think i will be installing any games to my laptop le takes up too much space =x and i now realise my songs on my blog is one piece one piece one...=.= need find time go upload somewhere and set it as background music...will most probably be putting "I will be" by Leona Lewis ba...unless i find a nicer song that i like other than this =x school is so sian...though i think a month more i will be saying sayonara to all the subjects im taking this term(: BUT there's still a long way to go still...memories are back again lo =.= and i found a picture which my sister took ba...a SUPER CLOSE CLOSE UP ON MY FACE =.= think i will upload it on facebook ba after all andrea and wei han keep asking me to upload one which i can hardly find xD (got one more dont know who also got ask me upload my picture up x.x) alot of things in my head but its all over the place cant sort it out =.= hack care luh...@.@

♥Thursday, May 7, 2009

Jie's in kuantan already i think...though i thought it should be friday that she's going in x.x tomorrow dont know if jesslynn is free anot...cause its the first 2 weeks of the month, she has to close the accounts...but she say will message me tomorrow morning...today went down to the service centre again =.= before coming home...and i'm out of V.I le =.= i cant sign in to messenger with windows live >.> keep giving error no matter how i restart my laptop or wireless its still the same...and i followed the help by google also no use =.= need to install back alot of programs again...and school network configuration also need to re-configure...so tired...no matter how long i sleep it just doesnt seem to be enough @.@ sianzation ._. tomorrow the engineer is coming down my house to help me with my laptop cause it seems that a small jerk can cause the RAM to move out of its place...and i need to wait quite sometime before the OS starts =.= wonder if they can help to fix my messenger problem =x my sister keep saying things that are related to her >.> and laughing about it...let's see next time when the same things happen to you i joke around like that you will laugh anot >:

♥Tuesday, May 5, 2009

was thinking just now about all the stuff that happened after i started playing audi..really alot eh..its only about 3 years yet it seems like it happened a very very very long time ago, many many things have happened..some dont seem to be real at all hahas but it really did happen...learnt alot alot alot of things from there and met some really nice people also xD like jie, alan di, andrea and weihan, jesslynn, her , uncle, kuma, wu gui, rene jie, kai jie di etc etc..was thinking if i didnt start playing audi..what will my life be like now?what i be doing? oh ya...forgot a very very important group of people VJRL they were the ones who saved the me at my lowest time ^^ but the me now is not the me that they know anymore le ba?the me before i met them, the me when i was with them, and the me now...im also not very sure about myself anymore..hahas..just suddenly thought of blogging about all these in case they cram all around my head hahas...just an edition xD

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my parents helped me to check when my laptop going to come home yesterday and they said they are now repairing it and they even replaced my hard disk =.= hope im not losing the data inside if not its going to be hard to retrieve the installations of microsoft office, visual basic etc etc...i lost all the setup during the first crash >.> so i dont know how long more i have to wait to get my laptop back x.x i want my songs and the pictures!!! i dont want lose them again leh T_T and its really hard for me to sleep ever since school starts...even though i have successfully kicked the habit of waking up several times in the middle of the night...i still cant sleep as long as i want to even though im really tired like last time...my eyes hurt every morning when i wake up and i know i seriously want to sleep somemore @.@

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dad told me the service centre called to confirm that i can collect my laptop tomorrow liao xD which means i need to go all the way up bukit merah from tampines @.@ was with di just now at northpoint(: thought the trip down will take abit of time but it only took like 30 mins to reach there xD

Labels: Edition

♥Monday, May 4, 2009

met jie up for lunch (: tabao for her then went up to the clinic cause she cant leave the clinic yet..then chatted awhile and left cause got patient going up...listening to the song in my blog cause its opened in the other tab...its "只欠一句我爱你"by唐禹哲 =.= sad narh...transferred bus at her place again cause its the only way i can get home...walking around in the same place which were once so familiar to me....that kind of feeling is so hard to describe =\ well...just wish me all the best ba....and that baga...better dont let me find out you watch all those stuff is for that purpose and dont let me catch you meeting him when he is in singapore RAWR wont let you get away de..REMEMBER!! maybe i should remove that song "Nobody" from my song list....kind of hate that song now >.>

Labels: Nobody...

♥Sunday, May 3, 2009

Now doing the presentation slides and the project plan....start at 9+ but until now havent finish cause of a few "internal factors" =.=lll feel like skipping the presentation tomorrow...but i will be screwed up on tuesday when SWEN lesson is back =.= i dont like the feeling of speaking in front of a big crowd though this time is only the lecturer and our group members but its still scary...probably because they arent close to me...=.= and the lecturer is scary enough liao...based on what happened during the interview on thursday and the friends who have attended his lesson...its bad.... T__T i dont want to go school 55555~~ aih...>.>

Labels: presentations

♥Saturday, May 2, 2009

Cant sleep x.x having a bad headache ever since yesterday afternoon...came back online to pass time...planned to do the project plan yesterday de but in the end i passed it cause i was lazy hahas...still got presentation slide also...i hate headaches @.@ so disturbing...hope it gets better in the morning if not i dont think i can concentrate on doing the stuffs i need to do >.> dont know why my sister have to mention her again....it cant be because she doesnt know im still trying to get over her right?or does she thought that i gotten over already? =.= even if she does have problems with that guy now...is not my problem anymore...even if i wanted to interfere...why should i? do i have that right? besides...i dont want to think about her anymore...i just want to get on with my life...just like what she's doing now...please...dont ever mention her again...onegaishimasu...i wanna get over!! Freaking headache..go away please..x.x itai...

Labels: new wish on the list? =.=

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